this right here is to my best friend. i’ve called a few people my best friend but you were the first. we fell out and came back to each other multiple times but it wasn’t a big deal.
it’s funny how you got a new group of friends and you are no longer my best friend. you’re someone new and i don’t like the new you. you are so easily influenced, how sad.
i have so much to say to you, so many feelings to express but i’m keeping them to myself because you don’t deserve to hear them. i’ll finish what i’m doing for you now but after i’m out. i can’t do this anymore.
out of all people, i never believed you would be the one to do this to me. oh well. everything happens for a reason.
i don’t understand why you can’t trust me
i tell you everything and i get nothing in return
i’m over it but i’m not over you
so guys. there’s this boy i like. and we have a very unhealthy relationship. we argue and stop being friends and then become friends again. our “relationship” is confusing. but it’s mostly just sexual although i swear i’ve never done anything before. and recently i told him i like him and he kinda blew it off. and so i was like okay whatever and then like a week and a half later we stopped talking again and he kept texting me and i wouldn’t reply. there were 4 texts that he sent and i didn’t reply to. but he just texted me and asked if he could see me and i gave in and replied and said yes :(
very mad at myself right now…..